音時雨 ~Regentropfen~

2015-Mar-14 (Sat), 24:21@GMT-7

♢ Yet another gameplay diary

-- Some complaints at the beginning --

From now on I'm going to hate Japanese dolls! ∑(゚Д゚)
-- It all the fault of Akane and the doll of Azami. They look the same, while the doll is damage-proof. And their speed is fairly slow and the invisible time is long. It could take me almost more than 10 minutes to fight them, and actually they are the ones cost most of my recovery items.
Meanwhile, Chitose-chan is so cute -- Let me purify your soul and turn you into a real Zashiki-warashi! <3
↑ Yesterday was Friday the 13th (look at the calendar again I just noticed last month had another Friday the 13th..), so (?) I finished Fatal Frame 2 for the first time.
... and then got traumatised.

-- Not happy, yet great --

Since the true end of Silent Hill 2 and various hunters in Biohazard series, FF2 hurt me seriously again: the ending under normal difficulty. Listening to the ending theme song alone long time ago didn't give me any special feelings until yesterday's game clear. Before I was thinking Mio would find out Mayu and the two escape together, but who knows the possessed Mayu (I can't tell who is who any more) chose to die under her sister's hands, so they could thus stay together forever.. Hey, you two can still stay together as long as you escape from the village; there's no reason to stay in the past you, don't waste your new life! << I know I shouldn't complain. Such an ending is good and much more impressive than an everyone-lived-happily-after. orz
Perhaps the yuri-ish ambience in FF2 contributed releasing my emotion. In FF1's normal ending, I didn't feel so much. Maybe I would if Miku had an older sister instead of brother.. ← sis-con declaration. >w<

-- ZERO + ZERO + ZERO --

The overall gameplay of FF2, on the other hand, is good and more smooth than FF1. The regular battles are so "delicious" as zero-shot (and fatal frame indicated by a special sound) could just come without too much trouble (or because I'm experienced after doing FF1?). Except the bothering Akane and Azami, other non-final-boss fights were not a problem at all (FF1's blind woman was the biggest challenge as a non-boss character to me).
As for the final boss, I mean the poor folklorist. Although his first time appearance in 3rd (or around) chapter didn't make me falling into the death trap -- people who've done FF1 all know, when everything loses colour, you can do nothing but escape, he game me a harsh time at the end of game. I sort of figured out that only zero shots could give him damage, but I wasn't sure and simply kept running around and retried about ... not less than 6 times (because the camera was not even charging!) until by chance I saw the focusing circle turned red at a moment (also I complain the closest save point is too far away! °A°). I even thought I might miss some key items to "unlock" his invincibility and reload my previous save to go back to Kureha shrine, yet thus I got a bad-ending-ish game over.
It's okay that the final boss demands zero-shot only. But I don't understand why a "kagami-ishi (= mirror stone?)" doesn't work. Is that the true power of a final boss? It's so unfair! ~_~
As a result, this old man cost me 5 shots in total, each consisted of one type00 film and one zero shot, with or without the fully powered zero lens.

-- The fear comes when everything fades out --

Similar to the poor folklorist, when our hidden true final boss (under hard mode or above) Sae-chan shows up in chapter 7 (or around), everything fades into a black-and-white world. Although it was quite stressful, technically it wasn't hard as you know you should just run away from her (well, I almost forget that you can't really do anything else since you don't even have camera at that time..). To me, this part was the scariest across the entire game, and in this sense Siren 1/2/NT can be the scariest series...
Other than the colourless time, this game wasn't really that scary even only because the girls are so cute. Like what I said before, I've experienced enough in Silent Hill, Biohazard, Siren, Ju-on and The Ring, and I do believe I'm horror-resistant. I often play it at (usually late) nights, calmly -- of course I was scared at the jump-scare scenes, but they aren't the key to build up a horror game.
Although sometimes it's stressful when you open a door and see the filament turns to red, it can also be a fun moment. One example is in chapter 4 or 5 or around, Mio opens the door in Oosaka's house, and seeing Miyako (Masumi's girlfriend) stands still in front of her. Oh, hello, so it's you again! xD

-- Simply lost --

It's all the fault of getting lost in Tachibana/Kiryuu's houses.
First: I knew I should go to find out Chitose-chan to get the key to the "bell-lock"; I also knew she's hiding in various closets. But I spent almost 2 hours wandering around, and eventually when I by chance hit the "wooden furniture" by the entrance I was honestly shocked: that thing is also a closet!? ∑(゚д゚#);
Second: the map indicates the location of Kiryuu's family crest, and I've also taken the picture of the creepy doll standing in the hallway. Then I spent another 1.5 hours to look for the wall and the hidden room, and was astonished when finally realising it's right beside this hallway.
Therefore, FF2 took me over 14 hours. Thanks to it, I feel like I won't need a map in future rounds.

-- The last wish --

While I don't even want to mention the annoying moving controls (radio-control would reduce the confusion but they preferred the left-stick...), I still wish:
The Project Zero staff should furigana everything as we normal players aren't folklorists who can read all those rare kanji!
P.S. In Biohazard we have knife-clear, and in Fatal Frame we can 07-clear, although I don't believe I'll ever try challenge it.. ( ´∀`)
2015-Mar-12 (Thu), 23:26@GMT-7

❈ Physically Different

Mendelssohn's Sinfonia for string orchestra No. 11 in F major-2.Scherzo: Commodo Schweizerlied is the only track that I've been looping endlessly since this Monday. Another absolutely addictive piece! And today, after doing the looping for 3 days, I followed my inner desire and switched to "The Ninth". That began how I found something quite interesting.
I haven't touched my portable music player for almost 1.5 months, because there's no earphones attached -- in the end of January because one side is dead and can't transmit any more audio signals so I took it off and left it in my workplace. Single-sided music every day, great. Literally great actually. Before, I would have got a new pair of earphones, yet this time I just didn't mind. Classical music never made my ears hurt, from Mozart's adagio to Beethoven's presto. But if that's Jpop, Shikata Akiko, Mitose Noriko, even KOKIA or Ito Masumi can hurt my ears in various degrees.
So that's it, classical music is physically different from contemporary (Japanese here) music!
-- or I just need to get a new pair of earphones.. (why it's always only one side broke while the other works perfectly instead of both go insane at the same time??)
★゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜★゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜★
Began with this image, I took some more personality tests just for fun -- Of course, what you can really expect from those free online tests (not mentioning some questions are just ambiguous)?

Which reminds me what my boss ever said to me, "it's so hard to tell what you're thinking about".
-- and I see this as a kind of compliment~
↓ Personality

No more comments. I always get it from different tests. Yet this time the bars seem much more extreme.
↓ Cognitive Function

Hey, my pattern doesn't fit into any of the 16! xDD
↓ Freudian Type

The most confusing part here. No comments at all since I don't understand their meanings.. orz => I've added Freud into my future reading list.
I'm also so curious about my "0%": what the hell is "classic hysteric"?? Google doesn't give me a clear description for none of the last four.
↓ Style

I don't deny I'm compulsive (although never know in terms of the degree). But it's actually more fun to browse whether a person is more of M or S.. nope, I wanted to point out most of the values are by times of 14, one should be able to figure out how they score these different "disorders"...
Okay, I didn't mean to switch topic. ^^;
Interesting, really. Then when I went to their sidebar links, and found Mao Zedong is known as an ENTP, I was so released: "Thank god I'm not an ENTP!" lol
Anyway, every individual is different and there's no 100% accurate way to tell what category a person really belongs to. Regardless such tests indeed can serve as a reference, and thanks to it, I had a great time learning some basics in psychology, especially the personality disorders -- I enjoyed a lot!
★゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜★゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜☆゜・。。・゜゜・。。・゜★
At last, good news: my SIM card adapter finally arrived and I can insert my micro card into the dear Xperia Arc! ♥
Bye-bye the rubbish iphone5, which requires itunes/3rd party software to accomplish almost everything. You don't deserve my love.
2015-Mar-06 (Fri), 21:16@GMT-7

✯ Melting snow != Spring is coming

Some boring stuff first

まさか月曜はマイナス17なんては信じなかった。でも確かおかしくはない、『この町』のことなのだから。正直、寒い方が気にいるんだが、こうしてつまった雪がだんだん融けちゃって、土に滲み、その雨の日にしかない土の香りが好き。ただし、風が本当にイヤだ。静電気も起こりやすいし、風の強い日にはいろいろ大変なのね。
ーーこんな私は、髪を20㎝ぐらい切る勇気があるのでしょうか。

It's kind of hard to really believe it was -17°C on this Monday. Yet it's not that surprising, in this city. Although I like the weather to be cold (=subzero), when the snow melts gradually and soaks through the earth, the pleasant smell still makes me happy the same as the rainy days. As long as there's no wind, which causes static and always gives me a hard time.
-- So do I really dare to get my hair cut by 20 cm?!
考えみたら、もし私を「ゼロ」の霊に変えるのなら、多分「三つ編みの乙女」のような説明文かなぁ。Σ(´∀`;)
「ゼロ」もいろんな意味ですごかったなぁ。ホラー(実はそんない怖くなかったが)だし、和風だし、主人公可愛いし、シャッター音綺麗だし、幽霊たちとの戯れ(?)も楽しかったし、ラスボスの霧絵ちゃんが一番弱くて驚いたし。
しかし、髪をあれほど切ったらもう三つ編みできないでしょう。だったら説明文に何にしようかなぁ…
↑ こんなこと考えてもどうしようもないからやめとこう…

Try to think about it, if I were a ghost in "Zero (Fatal Frame)", my description would probably be something like "Girl with plaits"
"Zero" is so fun: as a horror (not that scary though), with a pure Japanese environment, Miku is cute, the shutter sound is nice, having fun (?) with ghosts is a great experience, and Kirie the final boss is actually the weakest shocks the most.
But if I do the haircut I won't be able to make long plaits any more, so what kind of description would fit then...
↑ Thinking about it is just meaningless, I should stop.
ちなみに今でさえちゃんと覚えてるのは、自分の手のひらの大きさ。もう少し10㎝になると頑張って指を伸ばした昔の私と、指先の距離はなんともう少し20㎝じゃないかと今の私。そして、結構成長したなぁと感心する私。
Right now I still clearly remember the moment when I was little. Before, I tried hard to stretch my fingers so the distance between the fingertips of my thumb and index finger could reach 10cm. A few days ago, I noticed distance between the fingertips of my thumb and middle finger could almost reach 20cm. And then I felt how much I've grown.
None of the above is really important, so, next topic... ^^;
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Mozart at work

As a super music looper, I was repeating Mozart's Piano Concerto No. 18 movement 2 for the whole day during work. So elegant and sweet and beautiful << I don't have a big vocabulary, but these simple word should be enough to convey my feeling. Purely as a listener, I feel that to write a slow melody would be harder than those being fast. The fast ones tend to be more catchy and thus impressive, while the slow ones are mostly less tasty. From classical to contemporary, this happens on any composer I know. But it's also one reason that makes great slow pieces greater, and that's how this Mozart piece stayed in my mind forever -- I personally enjoy it much more than his well-known No. 21's slow part (well, that's pretty sweet as well).
Speaking of work, recent it's making me cry (in a different sense).
According to MrBayes user manual, it's recommended to stop your run when the probability goes below 0.01, but for one of my dataset, in spite of I've been running it for months, it's still lingering above 0.01. Last time I iterated it for another 2 million times, and the result was: from 0.017 down to 0.013.
Conclusion: This dataset is hopeless, perhaps it's time to stop. (I believe if I keep adding more generations it will eventually go below the "good line", but I feel like the results won't show too much difference. u_u)
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I'm (nearly) out of horror games, so back to recent music

There are also things happening that will make me happy, while making my purse crying...
>>>No.1<<<

KOKIA's 2014 orchestra concert DVD will be released very soon, together with her new album "I found you". People say someone will change a lot after marriage, so shall I expect some dramatic changes in KOKIA's newest releases? *w*
>>>No.2<<<

Mitose Noriko is having ANOTHER best album!! She's having way too much compared to release new song (I know she's busy with her lives, but at least release some live DVDs as compensation...), and the motif (?) this time is... astonishingly of love songs. I'm not having a good hunch and I felt so chilled when reading the news. Noriko will be great if she casts the darkest curse through her voice, but about love songs... just let KOKIA handle it would be safe and decent enough.
Yet I'm actually a bit looking forward it.. hope it can be better than previous "nostalgia" (remix isn't fun) and "round and round" (the band versions are kinda "flat").
And as usual to title my post is the hardest thing -- I write whatever came into my mind so there's no a certain topic each time. ~_~